July 2012
Nothing is more beautiful than your brother bringing home panera macaroni and cheese and a smoothie because he forgot to pay you back that one time
plot twist: some for gretchen weiners
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But you are scared for the future. Hopefully when you are reading this, you are less scared. I know you will still be scared, but I hope you will have at least some direction. You will know where you are going to college (something you are absolutely clueless about as of right now) and you will know what you are going to study. All you know right now is that you must create, and express, and...
My heart is drumming in my chest so hard it aches, but it’s the good kind of...
– Lauren Oliver (via pavorst)
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I’m laying on the couch in my basement with the lights off and 30 rock muted on the tv. I think I’m just going to sleep alone down here tonight, a slumber party of my own sort. I haven’t done that for about two summers.
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On the one hand, I’m glad I didn’t go to that party now because I just found out the cops came. On the other hand I’m not glad at all because my friend is getting arrested. :(
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I slept for ten hours last night and I’m not at all intoxicated but right now I feel dizzy and like I need to close my eyes or at least rip them away from this screen. I haven’t taken photos today and I only took shitty photos yesterday. I am always breaking the rules, even when I set them myself. Especially when I set them myself. I was invited to a party tonight and I’m not...
Oh, she says well, you’re not a poor man. You know, why don’t you go online and...
– Kurt Vonnegut, when he tells his wife he’s going out to buy an envelope (via oofpoetry)
clavicola:
A More Intricate Cup of Tea
“Silence is radical. When sustained, it has an effect on your perception comparable to that of any number of chemicals with which you might seek change. Your vision transforms, to start with; you suddenly find yourself absorbing what’s on the periphery, massive amounts of once-invisible data assailing your pupils. When you’re not preparing your next...
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apomakrysmenophobia
dictionaryofobscuresorrows:
n. fear that your connections with people are ultimately shallow, that although your relationships feel congenial at the time, an audit of your life would produce an emotional safety deposit box of low-interest holdings and uninvested windfall profits, which will indicate you were never really at risk of joy, sacrifice or loss.
rubatosis
dictionaryofobscuresorrows:
n. the unsettling awareness of your own heartbeat, whose tenuous muscular throbbing feels less like a metronome than a nervous ditty your heart is tapping to itself, the kind that people compulsively hum or sing while walking in complete darkness, as if to casually remind the outside world, I’m here, I’m here, I’m here.
I’m restless. Things are calling me away. My hair is being pulled by the stars...
– Anaïs Nin (via penseesduchoeur)
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Sometimes I forget how anxious socializing makes me. Until I have to go socialize. Then I remember.
Anonymous asked: link us!
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I should really go to sleep, since tomorrow I have to run 9 miles/work/attend a friend’s graduation party.
But I can’t. stop. looking at DIY crafts.
Today there has been so much talk of things exploding into other things, so much...
– “And Then It Was Less Bleak Because We Said So” by Wendy Xu (via thetargetbird)
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Free People boots, originally $108, on sale and with a leftover gift card from two Christmases ago are now mine for $25. BARGAIN QUEEN
Let everything happen to you,
Beauty and terror.
Just keep going,
No feeling...
– Rainer Maria Rilke (via loveyourchaos)
hadassah-means-esther asked: i just started reading everything is illuminated! :) i just thought i'd tell you.
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Sitting here listening to the static after a song ended through my headphones. It’s nice.
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I think I’d like to shoot wedding/engagement pictures.
That would be nice.
[[MORE]]Internet crushes.
SIGH
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Sometimes I forget how wonderful pinterest is and then I go on and then I remember and then I don’t go for that early run like I intended to.
I’ll run later. This is like really really aesthetically-pleasing porn for my senses.
(Edit: my pinterest is here, send me yours if you have one! I’d love to find some new people to follow/further distract myself with.)
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